Since this is my blog I decided it was time for me to speak what is on my heart and mind. :)
Most of the time I look like I am an extrovert- always happy, friendly- a real go getter. I am those things, but I also need my own time, family time and quiet time. Needless to say, the quiet time does not occour very often. I am blessed that my amazing husband gives me time to do things that I enjoy, and even though I do not do them often- when I do, they leave me refreshed.
This year has been a struggle for me. Well- this school year. Not just physically and mentally, but spiritually as well. There have been days where I literally have just wanted to get out of there the moment that I got there. My heart has been heavy and as hard as I try, there were many times when I couldn't feel Gods' presence or hear his voice. When I felt that around every corner, was another attack from satan. I have spent many hours in prayer , praying for big changes in my heart, mind and soul. God has granted me these and I am grateful. There are still days where something happens that gets me down, but they are far and few between. I still feel restless, knowing that God has a bigger plan for me and for my family. So I continue to pray and try to be still. Hopefully sometime soon I will know where the path God has laid out for me is.