I give up

You know...I try so hard to keep up with this thing, but I never seem to be able to find the time.  It is important to me, but not more important than my family, so to the wayside it fell.  Today I decided that I wanted to start it back up.  I am not sure if anyone even reads this, but I wanted to document more for me.  I have missed posting so much on here, but I can't even try to "go back" and put it all on here.  So I choose to start from today (well yesterday in the next post) and just do the best I can to keep up.  Post about the family, my thoughts, my struggles and dreams.  So....in my famous words....Here goes nothing!!